What ravages of spirit
Conjured this temptuous rage
Created you a monster
Broken by the rules of love
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do …
And I have the sense to recognize that
I dont know how to let you go
Every moment marked
With apparitions of your soul
Im ever swiftly moving
Trying to escape this desire
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
But I have the sense to recognize
That I dont know how
To let you go
I dont know how
To let you go
A glowing ember
Burning hot
Burning slow
Deep within Im shaken by the violence
Of existing for only you
I know I cant be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I cant be with you
I do what I have to do
And I have sense to recognize but
I dont know how to let you go
I dont know how to let you go
I dont know how to let you go


Sarah McLachlan-Do what you have to do

Anyone have one of these when they were a kid? I SO totally had one, and I loved it, the little charms clipped on and you could get more, there were tons! My cousin had one too I remember but hers was different than mine. I would SO wear one of these now lol I miss mine. My mom made it "dissapear" when I wouldn't notice cuz I've always been such a packrat. Did anyone else have these? Know where I can find more information about them???

Does anyone remember these? I so had one that was pink and had purple hair and if you used an icecube or something, and put it on her paws she had polish, and if you put the icecube on her rump she had a blue pawprint design show up. My cousin had a couple too, one was an ADORABLE baby hot pink one w/ some sparkly hair and it came w/ a cute stroller thingy and blanket and stuff. And she also had one that had long hair and if you pulled on tail it got longer and mane got shorter and vice versa. They are made by Hasbro, the makers of My Little Pony. And the often get mixed up with the My Little Pony line. I can't find information on them to save my life and it drives me crazy!! I don't even know what they are called that's why I just refer to them as Hasbro Cats. Anyone know anything about them???

Anyone else think Napoleon Dynamite is just funny as hell? I love that movie. I like the part with the tots. And the part where Uncle Rico says "Watch This!" grabs Kips steak off of his plate and chucks it at Napoleons head. It smacks him right in the head, knocking off his glasses. He stops the bike and goes "what the heck are you DOING?" rofl. I can rewind that part over and over again and it never fails to amuse me. It's a stupid movie plotwise, I totally admit and agree with that. But it's got so many damn funny little parts, it's worth watching anyway just to get a laugh!

So, one of my best friends has been treating me like shit. She keeps blowing me off, has been acting all crazy, got dropped from half her classes, is doing bad drugs again and just in general making some real stupid decisions! She finally texted me back today and made plans to watch a movie w/ me after work, I figured we'd get things figured out, that she'd apologize...then when I text her after work and ask what she's doin. She's like "gettin laid" and I'm like "ook, guess u don't wanna watch a movie then" and later I sent her a message telling her that "I am like the dog that still begs for your attention even though you keep kicking it" I hope it makes her feel bad. It's fucked up that she wants to be like this, though I know when some shit hits the fan, she'll come crawling back, crying to me. But I love her, and I miss her.

Is it just me...or does it seem like EVERYBODY is on haitus right now? It seems like every site I go to people are on fuckin hiatus. It sucks. I guess the warm weather starting to arrive is making everyone wanting to get off their computer and do shit outside. But c'mon people...I hate it when the sites I like go on Hiatus! lol. I understand, I do, I know I'm totally bitching here. But I want everybody to come backkkk....*whines and pleads*

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My boyfriend Jason and I went to go see Powerman on Thursday night, they fuckin rocked. He got them to play "Bombshell" and of course they played "Supernova goes pop" and "Tonight the stars collide" and they played a bunch of new shit that fuckin rocked too. There was a song called "Destroy what you enjoy" and I really liked it.

We got their autographs and it was so cool. The one guy I told him he had a cool shirt, it was some crazy ass lookin hot topic shit and he was like "Say that louder" and looked at Spider and so I said it louder and Spider kinda rolls his eyes, I was like he doesn't like it huh. And our friend Brandon later said that Spider looked at him and was like "His shirt is dorky isn't it" lol, crazy huh!!!

YAY! I got Spiders autograph, it was fucking cool. Jason and I both picked us out a t-shirt and I fuckin smoked out in the bathrooms a few times, and had some to drink and was feeling pretty damn good by the time the concert was over and then we went to steak and shake for somethin to eat and it was awesome. We got a banana split shake and it was like so fuckin good, I was thinking ahh, I'm gonna gain a million pounds but it's so damn good I can't stop. And I had a frisco melt and those are the bomb.

HEY! Totally random, but everyone in the world needs to see the Neil Gaiman and Dave McKean movie Mirrormask! It's like crazy weird but cool as hell!